Sunday, September 30, 2007

reaching a deadline

hi yaar now i am going to share you something that made me vary pain full.....
when i came in ncst every senior told me that prepare to stay here in any condition. and some said vaibhav you are going to stay here anyhow......... actually i am not supposed to clear the 4 mgpa but only stay here. they said if you be here till the end you will be very confident and able to face any condition in corporate.
i got cleared my first mgpa.... i felt good. then i have to face failure in my next consecutive mgpa. at that time i was on the fire with more knowledge and force. then i have cleared 4th and 5th mgpa. then another was on dsal and i was afraid of attempting that mgpa and received the same result i blocked with the problem. then next mgpa was on java i was confident to attempt that but there was a problem related to the toughness of the problem which we are supposed to crack.
just before last night Govind sir came to us and tell us a problem to compare the cube. i was few of them who gone through that problem. so i was thinking that i can do that mgpa and will cross the deadline.......................
and them the time was with us and we were in the hall to think over the problem... i created that logic with in the 15 minutes and did not pay my attention an the dry run and i have gone for a failure.......
i was really frusted after the exam got over...... really according to me i was supposed to clear that mgpa. and i thought if can not crack that mgpa them may be i can not do better in the next.........
so i did not make much efforts for preparation. i have cleared 8th and 9th consecutively............. and i am across the deadline.... really that moment my friend astha told me the importance of dry run. that is why i am able to crack next two mgpa.............
really i remember a statement of last year student that you should stay here and you will be very confident to face any condition and you will fine some friends that will go with you for a long......................

Saturday, September 15, 2007

God is with me on the earth (Lets meet)

Every one say that mother is Divine. but i can tell how is she Divine for me. Mother cares for you every time. she tells you what to do what shouldn't. She gives you food without taking care of herself.
mother beats you when she is angry on your stupidity and then cry why she beat you.
after the death of my father we relocated from my birth place. at that time i was in 8th class. whenever me and my brother went to school, my mother was alone in the house and thought about the past. She then thought about study again. and started teaching. she began with a school K.L.Baal upvan that is small school situated in bijnor.
after one month my mom came to home, we were there and we looked that she is crying and crying. when we asked her she cried again. she put an envelop in front of us an cried allot.
just because of one month back she has given a salary of 1500 to our helper and now she is getting salary of 800 bugs only.
that was not a matter of money but that was a matter of engaging her time.
then she started study. she did B.A. again in English Literature then N.T.T then M.A. in sanskrit and at last B.Ed now she is preparing for P.H.D. the main centre of attraction is that she secured more than 60% in each examination. she woke up in the morning at 5 then prepared breakfast for us and then went to college. she came back by 2:30 and again prepare for lunch for us.
she had to manage all about her teaching and her two naughty children and her study. that was too typical to study in the age of 35 and prefer outstanding. really that is too typical to study after 13 years of marriage.
well she made very typical and strong decision in her life. she went both of her sons as me and my brother for B.Tech. that was too manageable for money but she had done it well. she is ideal for me.
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i ever try to make me like her but i realize that one can not be like her. she is the only of her kind. one cannot be like her. no one can do such laborious. i thing i forgot to tell you about.
why i m telling you she took a strong and tough decision to send us for study just not because of money. NO NO the reason is that for our study my brother was in ROORKEE and i was in Ghaziabad.
so she had too live 4 years alone in the house. and she is alone now. but she is getting the result of her sacrifices. her younger son has got placed in Reliance info Solution as a s/w trainee.
she is ....................
cannot tell u more.........................

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

something special for me

this time i had to go to attend technical fest at IIT roorkee. i was informed about the event "Static web pages" and "Dynamic we pages". these were the two event from one of which we had to register with a group name and member. we were given nearly 50 hours to decide and represent that web pages. we had decided to proceed with static pages. In that time we had to collect all the information about the topic.
oops i forgot to tell you about the topic. the title was "Yello Pages For Roorkee". means all related information of roorkee. so we had to do extreme work for gathering information. we have covered all the department at roorkee. Hydro, IIT roorkee, cantt.
we had to rush at amar ujaala office to find out old copies in which some article published about dr. Kalam when he visited over there. then we took picture of the very first train engine which was run very first time in India. that was used to transfer the goods for 3 km. we collected some picture related to that engine and hydro department.
we had to cover all the list of in coming and out going busses in roorkee. and the transporter dealing from roorkee. the we went to roorkee railway station took picture of railway station and covered all train passed from there and timing as well.
these all matter we had collected in 36 hours and by the side we were managing that information with that pages. after collecting this information we were in the situation to die but again we started working with our pages. finally, just before one hours we had completed our pages and reached at the venue.
we just presented our pages to the director of IIT roorkee and an anoher chief guest from Roorkee Cantt. then we came back to room to chill out we were not thinking about the result. at 2:30 pm, we got a call from our friend he told "what have you done in iit there is a notice related to you three" we really scared about that. then he told that "dear you have secured first rank there is a notice related to that". we just ran away from without locking the room. IIT was two and half km far from there and we reached there with in 5 min.
we were chilling out there and that was an honour to receive a gift from director of IIT.
i really can not forget that moment. when i received a certificate and shaked hand with him.

trip to KHARGPUR

This was the official trip from college when we were going to attend the technical fest in IIT KHARAGPUR. i was the only person from my college rest are from other college. the group was of 47 students from different college.
After my third semester examination got over, we started our journey towards Khargpur. we all were in a single coach in the same train. you can easily feel what was there for 3 days. At 3AM we reached there and IITians were waiting for our arrival. that really sounds good. they were so caring and sweet as well.
the arrangement was superb there. we did not feel any problem over there except campus was too big and we had to walk a long for event to event. In fact, there were over 10000 students to participate there. compition was too tough. but we enjoyed that a lot.
there was one event NIRMAAN in which we had to make a building construction to protect from Tsunami. eventually we got entered in the third round and secure 7th rank oin this event.
there were some cultural event too where some shows were like PC Sarkaar's shows.
that was amazing. there was some technical event related to programming in c++. i got selected for second round and thrown out immediately. that was to typical to understand as far as concern to me.
there were some work shop announced specially for ethical hacking by Ankit Fadia. that work shop was superb. he told me a lot about XP and hacking related to ATM machine.... but really i am telling you "sab sir ke upar se nikal gaya".
hi dear , i forgot to tell you about food over there. there was a variety of food. specially there were different restaurant for different taste(region wise). that was awesome there.
the student in IIT khargpur was too caring and supportive.
really we enjoyed that trip but at that time of returning we were too tired. even we were not caring about our luggage that where is it lying.
that was a new experience as i was too far from my native place for the first time and really i did not feel ant problem with it. This trip gives me an unforgettable experience.