reaching a deadline

hi yaar now i am going to share you something that made me vary pain full.....
when i came in ncst every senior told me that prepare to stay here in any condition. and some said vaibhav you are going to stay here anyhow......... actually i am not supposed to clear the 4 mgpa but only stay here. they said if you be here till the end you will be very confident and able to face any condition in corporate.
i got cleared my first mgpa.... i felt good. then i have to face failure in my next consecutive mgpa. at that time i was on the fire with more knowledge and force. then i have cleared 4th and 5th mgpa. then another was on dsal and i was afraid of attempting that mgpa and received the same result i blocked with the problem. then next mgpa was on java i was confident to attempt that but there was a problem related to the toughness of the problem which we are supposed to crack.
just before last night Govind sir came to us and tell us a problem to compare the cube. i was few of them who gone through that problem. so i was thinking that i can do that mgpa and will cross the deadline.......................
and them the time was with us and we were in the hall to think over the problem... i created that logic with in the 15 minutes and did not pay my attention an the dry run and i have gone for a failure.......
i was really frusted after the exam got over...... really according to me i was supposed to clear that mgpa. and i thought if can not crack that mgpa them may be i can not do better in the next.........
so i did not make much efforts for preparation. i have cleared 8th and 9th consecutively............. and i am across the deadline.... really that moment my friend astha told me the importance of dry run. that is why i am able to crack next two mgpa.............
really i remember a statement of last year student that you should stay here and you will be very confident to face any condition and you will fine some friends that will go with you for a long......................